Back in the day, when I first started eating better, the gym and I were enemies. I didn’t like going, didn’t like feeling sweaty and frankly she made me feel out of shape. But, begrudgingly I started going a month or so into eating better. And I went whenever I could but I didn’t want to become “intense” about it. I felt it was too much pressure and when I get spooked I just go back to eating like poop.
But lately the gym and I are becoming friends. I am getting into better shape, I am able to run for longer periods of time and I LIKE feeling my body getting into shape. I remember this feeling when I played soccer. Yes, I am a sweaty gross thing after it but it’s worth it. I especially like the way my body is changing. I can see my jaw line now, prominently!!! I am getting curves back!! My arms aren’t the size of a small girl’s thigh!
But I know what this means. Soon I am going to have to figure out the whole using weights thing and start making my workouts be more than cardio, but also about toning. I fear that day. That will be mean hours at the gym and frankly I like my free time. So be prepared for that day, it will come with bitching.